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as awareness shines on the unknown dimensions,
beyond the confines of mind’s predictions,
either through wit or humility,
gradually the mind looses grip and finds its rightful place.

over time, mind develops a comfort and trust for that beyond itself,
and that’s when the real sweetness of being who you are starts…

when it comes to That subject,
mind just sits underneath quietly with no comment, nor seeking, nor any fear,
though at the surface it may continue to play some games…

the smile which sparkles in the eyes with no end

Everything that is anything plays the chord of my Heart tonight

Hai, Hoooooy, Everything that is anything plays the chord of my Heart tonight,
Tired? Wings of heart open,
Anything to complain? Soaring higher in freedom,
~ Everything is fuel for this sky dance ~

Tonight, the mind has graduated from sanity and insanity,
they are there standing in service at the moment of need.

This is what happens after a long day of work, coming home,
and if the Heart dares to complain,
This warrior, with legs crossed,
surrenders everything, everything surrenders,
in the dark of nothing, She Awakens, animating the cosmos in every cell,
and nothing makes any sense, everything makes sense.

Who can understand anything anymore here?
if you looked in my face, you’d see mellow contentment,
if you’d look in my mind, you’d see question-less calm,
if you’d look in my heart, you’d see the cool fire projector,
if you’d look out of my eyes, you’d wonder how is it there are still any walls in this world?
and then, you’d wonder, and be Lost till the phone rings and mind comes back to service.

complaint isn’t possible

Passion in Being

Fire within keeps burning, from endless time
Slashing through veils, creating mazes, tending my creations

My passion is always my one Beloved beneath every endeavor
It may be my creation, my own maze, the passion sweetens as deep as it burns

I feel so powerful daring to be so vulnerable at the same time.
Only this way I have a song, a poem, a glass of wine, a possibility that never was before.

Beauty and Silence

There is beauty and silence in the pure experience regardless what is happening. I see this when I let go of agenda, expectation, and actively embrace the pure experience without differentiating. A militant non-dual view perhaps, the worst has something beautiful in it. I find this to be a healthy foundation enabling strength in spirit, and enjoying life with eyes wide open.

Reclaim the Perspective to Self-Inspire

Dive into the source of that dream, disappear as you remain, and reappear as the Dreamer weaving your world. Keep disappearing and reappering to keep the light of the Dreamer shining. In a world open to dreams, there is wider possibility. The mystical realms, the trance state of dreams, the new age quantum physics all remind us that knocking on wood means less as our courage, creativity, and potential grows.

sacred fire

boundaries and forms are the miracles in this infinite experience;

intensity of soul fire burns everything but your own infinite nature…

grateful for that which ignites the fire of remembrance and burns away the ignorance

From Body to Consicousness


I’ve written here from one recent sitting’s experiences in meditation.  Presently, meditation for me is something that happens and takes its own course as I sit.  It’s like sitting on a train watching the many stations pass.  Each station more beautiful than the other.  It is like an unfolding, rising, transforming, transcending, and blooming experience.  I am not the same person who comes out, and the distance of these shifts or rebirths over the years seems to get closer and closer, until no longer quantifiable, no longer a seeker, no longer a sitting, but rather a happening.

Please note, I use the word “I” many times.  Experience is subjective, and I’m only sharing my view, or personal experience.  My own view, experience, perspective is changing all the time; I freely contradict myself too :-)

Each of the below sections is a descriptive of an experience, and each following section builds and is a continuation of the previous.

Body Consciousness

I share this, in hopes to inspire; it’s written from my own intimate expression of self love… there are no separations between body, mind, energy nor spirit, all aspects are potentially unified aspects of one being, self love is the harmony maker, nature is a guide, joy is a barometer, self love spirited contemplation brings many good mind seeds like intention for clarity and peace as guiding principles,  willingness to learn new and different perspectives and states and stages of being,

Body’s song to Goddess Earth

in joy touching, being touched(living)

in joy relaxing from tension to ease(asan)

like this, each tension is an impression(vasan) released

nerve jolts send bright orange and yellow colored petaled spirals in my subtle nervous body

the body awakens, with a present natural awareness containing knowledge of nature

sensual, fragrant, alive, in embrace

Body-Mind Prayer

the body, in relaxed observance of itself and environment, with the nature’s knowledge of self-love and harmony begins contemplating itself, the body energetically reaches the mind, the body awareness reaches consciousness.  the body in humility, surrenders to the loving presence within, and so the lower mind becomes self aware

A heart’s Prayer

head bowed, heart open

a bright white light shines from center of the chest

this center is the heart-mind

it’s filled with songs, it’ll make you aware of your own feelings

it will bring you to loving tears, in recognition of how you have been treating yourself

truth is transcendental, aware of all aspects of being

truth is uncovered as the heart contemplates itself, and the light of this truth begins to release all emotional blocks, layers of fears, and unmet needs, tears and laughter sometimes happen as the heart awakens, and sometimes, it’s just silence and peace

at the heart’s awakening, self knowledge transcending limitations happens

heart awakens my soul

A soul’s prayer

ancient, most ancient longing, pain, longing, suffering, anger, rage, violence, fear, terror, and all extremes

oh, dark night of the soul, in a moment the spirit of self love and truth turns all this…all this into fragrance and fearlessness, seeking ends, questions end, fears end, your identities end

emptiness, transcendental waves of energy move through heart & soul, body & mind

self contemplation lifts above body and mind

conscious awareness becomes center point of perception

let go of all limitations, infinite experiences,

eternity in the moment, boundless extensions of feelings, thoughts, memories, knowledge

soul awakens as higher self, you are now the ancient one

A soul’s remembrance

sitting alone, totally alone, a spark awakens within the soul’s source

an expanded transcendental intimate unity with the reality

experiencing observed, self love happening, deeper repressed subconscious impressions begin healing

everything is just happening while attention is at center point of self

that which I thought I was praying to, now experienced as myself

as duality ends, so does prayer, but this is not heartless, soul less, loveless and senseless

this is not I-less, nor I-ness, this is consciousness

this is logical, and illogical, this makes sense to the sane and insane

this makes sense to human, animal, plant, planet, element, atoms, and cosmic

this consciousness is even where there isn’t, it is the basis for reality, needing nothing

this condition-less fulfilment, this is acceptance of that which is

I feel anyone with sincere effort can experience all this, and I feel there are particular states of our being which sincerity alone is not enough but require true persevering dedication that rare souls achieve.  Of these particular states of being, they could be the contributions made by great souls in art, science, religion/spirituality, and so on.  The great Yogi’s, Sufi’s, Shaman’s, Buddha’s, and many other spiritual masters (master’s of themselves) who may not fall under any category are our inspirations towards our highest potential.  According to our own aspirations, we are surrounded by grace.  Trust, at each stage, if you are ready, the teacher(s) appear; so far this truth hasn’t been proven wrong to me through various stages; but most importantly, learn how to trust yourself, recognize, remember.  I find aloneness and meditation to be absolutely necessary to stay connected with who I am.  And, of what is experienced through aloneness and meditation I share of it with the surrounding environments as an expression of my own self love, and as an invitation for trans-personal loving intimacy.

consciousness seems to be (pause) :-) (pause)

the poet of contentment,
the untanglement of every maze,
the originator of love culture,
the animator of matter

the remembrance within forgetfulness,
the clarity within confusion,
the silence within noise,
the life within death

Spontaneous Meditation Experience

feeling peace, body bends and sits in ease
colors are vivid, every sense feels clensed
regardless a still lake or middle of chaos
free to be or do, filled potential
eyes close, breathing forgotton, beating slowed
liquid life essence expands from heart and
sustains the transcendental trust.